Monday, November 15, 2004

First off i would like to wish all my Muslim friends...

SeLaMat HaRi RaYa AidiLfiTri
Maaf Zahir dan Batin

Secondly i wanna specially thank yimei and alvin for advance birthday present.. which was tix to the budak pantai's 10th anniversary concert last saturday!

THANK YOU so much guys! The concert was totally awesome!

i also went to awi's gig at the third place on friday together with sinthu, her sis, mei and alvin... awi's band, RAFE, was performing together with two other bands. It was then that i found out that RAFE won power 98's power jam and won a recording contract with Universal. Totally awesome. Looks like awi's dreams are finally coming true!

As i was thinking about it i started thinking about my dreams and i began thinking how i lost mine... i couldnt seem to remember what was my dreams.. and i suddenly felt lost... how could i, a person who worked so hard to get where i am today lose my vision on where i want to go and lose my dreams along the way?
i just couldnt see my goals as clear as it was before... and i was upset with meself... am i in a useless position right now that i'm not even clear of what my goals and dreams are... hell what am i doing in law in the first place?
Have i ever wanted to pratice law? man it has never even crossed my mind till i started this course... *sigh*

then on saturday, on my way to budak pantai's concert, as we were walking at the underpass at citylink mall, i noticed the photograph exhibitions and it came back to me on how i really loved photography... maybe somehow the reason i forgot about it was because i've stopped practising it due to my lack of resources.. i dont have my own camera neither do i have any photography software.... i realised how i missed photography so much... maybe when i have the resources, maybe after i've started working and earned enough maybe then i can afford to pursue my dreams and for now it would only remain as a dream cause currently the prices of cameras nowadays are making me bulk... heck that amount of money equals to a total of 10 weeks of pocket money maybe 12... *sigh*

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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.