Thursday, November 25, 2004

geez if whatever yesterday wasnt enough, i had to get the bad case of food poisoning today. God really has a funny sense of humor, and i aint laughing.

Bought a birthday present for myself today. Ha pathethic i know, but what to do? That's how pathetic my life is right now. Why wait for people to give you something when you can do it yourself? I'll be old and dying if i keep on waiting.
Perks of being single. no waiting, its just me and the world.

oh and did i ever mention how i hate it when people keep giving me these strange looks whenever i mention that i DO eat at fastfoods or watch a movie at a cinema ALONE?
what the hell is wrong with that???
by the time i wait for someone to actually accompany me i'll either 1) die of starvation 2) miss the movie and wait for 2 years for it to be shown on tv 3) miss out on wonderful things that i can actually do ALONE but too scared to even try it out ALONE
sheesh

okie enough venting
my stomach is hurting again

salute

I am a question to the world
Not an answer to be heard
Or a moment that's held in your arms

And what do you think you'd ever say
I won't listen anyway
You don't know me
And I'll never be what you want
Me to be

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11/25/2004 01:30:00 AM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.