Monday, December 27, 2004

Random Thoughts

a few days ago mum told me about this particular neighbour of ours.
Now i just dont get men. What is it with their attitudes towards widows???
sure try to be nice i understand,
but having ulterior motives and widow being much wiser turns him away he becomes infuriated and talks bad about the widow and her family, being irritated at whatever the family does even if it does not bother anyone...
what's the deal?
just because the man in her life is gone doesnt mean you can take advantage.
idiots.

faith.
its a beautiful and powerful thing.
But to use it as a reason out of something. to use it as an excuse, now that is inexcusable. What right do you have to say that god doesnt want or dont want a certain person in your life or whatever it maybe?
using god and your faith as an excuse? that is so damn low.

in a relationship it takes two hands to clap. It takes effort, trust and a whole lot of patience. But to have something so precious and discard it just like that cause you are to lazy to make it work is stupid. Why be in a relationship in the first place if you are too lazy to commit?
i'm just wondering.

do you believe in fate?
cause i do. Well in case you're thinking of the love department, well that is another thing altogether. I'm talking more about the going ons in life generally. Things that i've gone through, discovered, it all happens for a reason. I may not know why or for whatever reasons it may have happened but i'm glad they happened. Cause i grow from there.
strangely enough things i plan never go accordingly and i guess fate had a hand in it...
ridiculas?
maybe, maybe not =)

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12/27/2004 06:30:00 PM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.