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Monday, December 20, 2004

somehow this song suddenly came into mind...


Fragile Heart

A fragile heart was broken before
I don't think it could endure another pain
But there's a voice from deep inside of you
That's calling out to make you realize

That this new bond gives inspiration
To all who feel no love appeal no more
So how can I break this wall around you
That's aiding both our hearts to grow in pain

So forget your past, and we can dream tomorrow
Save our hearts for card and lovin too
It's hard I know, but oh
One thing for sure
Don't go and break this fragile heart

A hurting mind in need of emotion
I don't think I could endure another pain
But baby in you, I've found affection
Affection I have never felt before

So don't let your past destroy what comes tomorrow
Don't go and break my fragile heart

With all this fire that burns between us
There's so much to lose
Yet so much more to gain
And if I could, choose the world around me
The world I'd choose would all revolve around you
So help me complete the game inside me
And help to mend my fragile heart



strange, i havent heard this song for ages, wonder what actually jogged my memory.
went out with my sis yesterday to the esplanade to watch an acapella group perform at the outdoor theater. Found it a tad boring cause they were singing typical christmas songs and their rappot with the audience was a bit uncomfortable? well to me at least... but their lead female singer was really good, especially when they sang one of the songs composed by bach if i'm not mistaken

well situation at home is not improving, i really need to get a job. I was having a discussion with my sis yesterday and we agreed to get a job and relieve mum of our education and daily expenses. Now the next thing is to actually clinch a job.
I was calculating my free hours in a week and i guess if i sacrifice my friday nights and weekends i can maybe commit to a 22 hour job. Well i know it will be straineous with school and all but then there's no other alternative as long as i dont work in a very demanding environment which will affect my health as well.

so currently for this and the following week i'm much more or less broke. less meals for me then, which doesnt make any difference since i cant seem to eat alot nowadays cause if i do my heart will go against me. haiz...

well christmas is coming and so is new year's... see myself basically staying at home or doing school stuff, planning to go to the esplanade for new year's eve as i usually do, anyone is welcome to join me if they're free =)
rafe and electrico would be performing that day so its gonna be great. Fireworks at the stroke of midnight, gonna be excellent. Just hope that its not gonna rain =P


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12/20/2004 05:17:00 PM
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