Friday, January 07, 2005

everytime i thank god for giving me a high threshold of pain...
i dont know how i could have survived the whole evening and the train journey back... i wouldnt be surprised if i collapsed in the middle of the train cabin. The 30 mins journey seemed like an hour and it wasnt helping that the train was packed and i was standing in the middle of it all. I was gripping the hand rail so hard that my palms were red and on the way home on the bus i was biting the bottom of my palm just to bear with the actual pain. sigh... if one of these days if it really gets worse i dont know what i'm gonna do already....

moving along....
went to watch budak pantai today, actually managed to bring melly, naddy, hidayah and nuraini along. Glad to know they enjoyed the performance =)
BP was fantastic as usual, instead of their usual performance at the rooftop of YMCA it was held at the auditorium to accommodate more people i suppose. They sang some new songs and some old songs and nuraini i suppose was impressed when they sang siti nurhaliza's "bukan cinta biasa" =)

There was a study trip briefing this afternoon. If all goes well and i hope it does the study trip would be around end of april to early may, right after the supplementary papers. Majority who attended the briefing voted for UK which is so totally fine with me =) i really hope that i can go for the study trip, mum has given the ok cause she says never let an opportunity go to waste, but, i'm worried about the financing. We are not well do to as it is...
well we'll see how it goes...

i dont think i can continue with this entry cause the pain is seriously killing me... gonna go hunt for a painkiller... well if i can find it that is....

salute

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1/07/2005 11:48:00 PM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.