Friday, January 21, 2005

Funny how a symbolic day in religious history seems like an ordinary day to me nowadays. Well not only today, the rest of other significant days.
Things like going to the mosque, being exited to see the sheeps, going house visiting doesnt excite me anymore. I rather stay at home and rot.

No surprises here that i'm at home sitting infront of the tv and computer on a lovely aidiladha afternoon.
well actually waiting for the rest of the family to finish dressing up to go to my grandma's place, which is like a few blocks away.

Family gatherings also dont seem to excite me anymore, i'll be the one sitting at one corner of any house we are at and observing everyone and minding my own business. The only perks i feel is the food. haha...

aite i better check if everyone is ready...

salute

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1/21/2005 04:15:00 PM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.