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Thursday, January 13, 2005

i apologize for the previous entry.. at that moment my words were true, i meant every single thing then, thats just it, its always in the moment...

Have you ever said somethings that you never meant to say, never meant to hurt anyone but you still said it anyway because you let your feelings override your judgement?

i guess everyone must have at some point of time...

i just feel empty right now, hollow... and at the same time i feel rushed and i'm so scared that i dont have enough time to do all the things i'm suppose to do and end up screwing everything up. *sigh*

c'est la vie *shrugs*



I can't light no more of your darkness
All my pictures seem to fade to black and white
I'm growing tired and time stands still before me
Frozen here on the ladder of my life

Too late to save myself from falling
I took a chance and changed your way of life
But you misread my meaning when I met you
Closed the door and left me blinded by the light

Don't let the sun go down on me
Although I search myself, it's always someone else I see
I'd just allow a fragment of your life to wander free
But losing everything is like the sun going down on me

I can't find, oh the right romantic line
But see me once and see the way I feel
Don't discard me just because you think I mean you harm
But these cuts I have they need love to help them heal

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1/13/2005 01:38:00 AM
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