i was sitting down thinking
and somehow something came to me...
you know all those women who are abused by their husbands? Beaten and treated like scum of the earth? Sometimes i cant help think how stupid these women are. Why dont they just pack up and leave? Why stay?
Then i realise how wrong i was to judge them.
These things are never easy.
Have you ever loved someone so much and you believe in them no matter what. To keep believing that everything will be okay the next day and believing that he will change. To stand by him even though people close to you tells you how blind you are.
But then love is blind.
Being married and having a family is not something you can toss in the wind. Emotions are attached. And sometimes there are the kids to think about. To want them to have a complete family, to want them to be happy and not break up a family.
I salute these women who try but then as much as i acknowledge their strength and determination, i shudder to think what they let themselves into
I pray that for them that it would be all worth it, if not, let their sufferings end soon...
She wipes the tear from her brow
She has been cryin again
She has been walking into walls again
Behind her quivering smile, there is a secret
That goes deeper than the cuts she hides
Her head’s spinning around
He bet her soul to the ground
A grown woman in pain
And all she longs to be, is that little girl, again
She screams inside, and all she wants to be
All she wants to be, is yesterdays child
She wants to hide, and all she wants to be
All she wants to be, is yesterdays child
Curled up shivering alone, she has been hurt again
She has been walking into walls again
Her children keep her alive
They are her sanity, but they are the reason why she has to stay
A grown woman in pain and all she longs to be is that little girl, again