Sunday, January 23, 2005

Reality Bites

"nobody ever tells the truth about their lives..."

haha...
i so agree with that statement.

no matter how much you reveal about yourself, no matter how close you are to a person, no matter how much you trust a person,
no one ever reveals everything about themselves.

everyone has their own lil secrets...

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"the worst day of my life was the day i met you, only that i didnt know it then..."

*ouch*

imagine someone you love or you once loved saying that to you...

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"I dont think you make a good leader... i dont think what you are doing is right..."

this coming from a person who you thought was a friend and knows that you're trying your best and still learning.

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Do you have a friend who has ever been pissed at you or on the way you handle a particular situation but then wont say anything even though how much you can see it in their faces?
but then they wont tell you what's wrong and then you end up being pissed at them.
you keep thinking of why they are being selfish and not letting you learn from your mistakes.

i have

but am i being selfish myself to want to know where i went wrong?

am i being selfish to want to learn from my mistakes?

am i being selfish to want the person to tell me what's wrong in order to do these things?

am i wrong to confront these situations?

must our lives be lived in total repression? What good will it do?
we have feelings for a reason dont we?

I know that sometimes the truth hurts, but if we keep avoiding them what good will it do? It will just hurt twice as much when you find out eventually. You may even make the same mistakes again without even realising it.

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1/23/2005 01:34:00 PM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.