Tuesday, February 15, 2005

argh i still want the Gundam Seed VCD set,
all four of em'!
i havent finished watching all 50 episodes yet and now they have Gundam Seed Destiny... haiz...

anyways me currently taking a break from school work
my brain is way totally saturated

In the bus on the way home this afternoon i was thinking of insecurities....
am i insercure?
i dont think i am
i know there are people who loves me for me
but sometimes i cant help feeling the way i do cause i know myself...
thus the previous entry =)

but then its not about the question of friendship...
i know there are people who care
but what i was thinking was beyond that
something i can never attain
haha.. which i find hard to explain now btw
wahaha *shrugs*

at least i'm aware of my weakness...
i've been trying to change
have been doing alot of reflecting lately and trying and see things in a different perspective
do things differently
be aware of how i react to things
how i treat different peeps differently...
i know it'll take time
heck i aint perfect

and i think its abt time i follow my own advice
right latha?
wahaha.... *winkz*

to all who tagged,
thanks guys
love you guys so much
*hugs*

health wise i'm better i suppose
except for the occasional very bad hard to breathe coughs
and after climbing a few flight of stairs =P

TP Open House in 2 days wheeee
but then there's the looming deadlines that is currently bothering me...

oh yea Vday yesterday. Cant seem to not see girls holding flowers everywhere i turn
*rolls eyes*
the most exaggerated day of the year i feel
extra pricey flowers and chocs...
if you love someone shouldnt it be an everyday thing instead of one day?
and sharing your special day with other people? hmmz....

alrite i should get back to work...

salute

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2/15/2005 02:44:00 AM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.