Tuesday, February 22, 2005

I just feel sad today
I dont know why
I'm just tired
I dont want to be strong anymore....
not at the moment at least...
I just feel lost at the moment...
I just feel like walking aimlessly right now...
I dont feel like going home at the moment...
nuff said...

Currently on replay on my mp3...

aku tak percaya lagi
atas apa yang kau beri
aku terhempas di sini
tersudut menunggu mati

aku tak percaya lagi
akan guna matahari
yang sinarnya terangi
sudut gelap hati ini

aku berhenti berharap
dan menunggu datang gelap
sampai nanti suatu saat
tak ada cinta kudapat

mengapa ada derita
bila bahagia tercipta
mengapa ada sang hitam
bila putih menyenangkan

aku pulang...
tanpa dendam
kuterima.. kekalahanku

aku pulang...
tanpa dendam
kusalurkan.. kemenanganmu

kau wajarkan aku bahagia
kau wajarkan aku derita
kau tunjukkan aku bahagia
kau tunjukkan aku derita
kau berikan aku bahagia
kau berikan aku derita

aku pulang...
tanpa dendam
kuterima.. kekalahanku...

aku berhenti berharap
dan menunggu datang gelap
sampai nanti suatu saat
tak ada cinta kudapat...

||:PreCiouS:||
2/22/2005 08:08:00 PM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.