Saturday, February 05, 2005

the last time i cried over a friend was quite a long time ago... well maybe not that long...
i dont know why i allow myself to get upset, perhaps its because i care and that's how i am.
because you're not me that's why you'll never understand.
I keep telling myself that whatever happens is because it is meant to happen, it is a lesson to be learnt, its a process to make me a stronger person.

whatever it is i pray to god that all that life put me through is not in vain, to keep whatever little friends i have safe and in good health, same goes to my family and i pray that he will give us the strength to stay strong no matter what happens.

amen

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2/05/2005 11:58:00 PM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.