Thursday, February 24, 2005

okie peeps i'm not depressed
neither am i crazy....

well not that crazy at least haha...

i was just having one of my thinking days and perhaps the stress of alot of things got to me the other day as well...
and i usually like to blog what i felt at the moment cause it actually helps haha...

so yes i'm ok
nothing to worry about
as always i'll survive

i sooooo need a vacation soon
hmm but then i'll get bored easily
argh nvm...

thanks guys for the love and support
love you guys so bloody much! =D
oh yea and i will stay happy
unless someone decides to be a wet blanket and ruin my day

but then Elanor Roosevelt did say that no one can make you feel inferior without your consent, so applying that i would not make anyone damper my spirits without my consent haha...

but please note that i'm not a robot and neither am i those push button dolls... so i'm entitled to being human and just feel... oh and think... and get sad haha... i know i know i should minimize on thinking to much... and believe me i'm working on it =)

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OB presentation today was interesting, everything was impromptu, unrehearsed, unscripted and all basically made up crap..
quite refreshing actually... haha...

French project due next week, realise that i've quite a number of things i need to do, will do it after accounts tomorrow i suppose.... Just a bit worried on the speaking test in March. What i'm afraid of is that the tutor will say something and i'll just stare at her wahaha... or i could know what she's talking about but my mind goes blank and i cant remember how to answer her.. hmmz...

was suppose to have a meeting for advoc in the evening which was cancelled so i ended up going to the movies alone. Havent been doing that for quite some time...

dont you just find it irritating when other movie patrons just can't sit still throughout the whole movie?? The opening and shutting of the door, the sound of people running up and down the stairs thinking they are inaudible when they actually are... bah.... oh well the world aint perfect...

oh yea law games next week i think... wont be participating this time, i reckon i'll end up in a stretcher if i even attempt to, so this time i'll just be the spectator and cheer on the other teams =)

Three more weeks to exams... oh gosh how time flies...
speaking of which, the year 3s are gonna like graduate soon too...
sigh gotta admit, gonna miss some of em'...

aite then, my sis is waiting impatiently to use the comp
which i must oblige since it is her comp haha...

aite take care guys
salute

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2/24/2005 11:31:00 PM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.