Monday, February 21, 2005

one down and a few more others to go =)
family law presntation was more or less okay i suppose, didnt expect somethings but i suppose its something to be learnt...

I think i need to get new shoes. I fell on the stairs once today and almost fell three other more times haha... or perhaps its not the shoes and its just me hmmz haha...

anyways i think i'm coming down with something awful, my cough shows no signs of going away, whenever i laugh i cough right after, felt feverish today and had this irritating headache the whole day which doesnt seem to want to go away, sigh... i cant afford to fall sick this week, too much things to do... its alright i'll get thru this as always...

was thinking, why cant some guys understand that not everything revolve aroud material things. That not all girls are the same. not every girl want the same thing. Money simply isnt everything.

oh and to some people who shall not be named, stop trying to match me with another cause you think we're a suitable match because of height..
seriously, please... i am not interested...
what's the use of height when there's no heart?
what's the use of looks when it doesnt last?

How come looks always have to play a part in these things? Why are the physical attributes more looked upon than what is inside?

you know i've always tried to convince myself that whatever feelings i have for a certain person will never last... but what if that feeling keeps coming back, cause you see something more to the person, cause you see the person for what he is and not for what he looks like... cause something about him just strikes a chord in you...
or maybe something in him just seems familiar to you...

sigh i donno, i'm just messing myself up...
perhaps one day i'll learn to freeze my heart or something so it will stop feeling so much cause its just getting emotionally tiring...

for now i'll just be contented with what i have and what i am cause that is simply enough....

salute

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2/21/2005 10:30:00 PM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.