Wednesday, March 23, 2005

1 down 2 to go
OB paper in like 6 hours and i wonder what i'm doing up at this time...
for the first time in a loonnggg time, i slept at my earliest, which was at 10pm
i was so tired thus me falling asleep earlier
was planning to wake up at 5am to do a quick recap on OB
and here i am waking up earlier than planned
2 hours earlier... haiz...
and my stomach i growling...

and it doesnt help that i cant eat properly!!!!
the back of my jaw hurts like a bitch everytime i chew whatever food i'm eating
i dont know whether its an ulcer or my wisdom tooth
but yea...
so hello porridge, soup and soft food for the time being hehz...
reason why i visited cold storage after school to stock up on canned soup and instant porridge
to last me thru whatever nights i may be up and feeling hungry haha...

there's something i dont quite understand with a certain individual
its either the person is shy
or
the person has something against me
and its making me feel uneasy
it doesnt help that things are making me more uncomfortable around the person
so i may be equally shy
but when will it end?
haiz i just wish i've never met this person...
and if i still did, i wished it was under a different circumstance and in a different way
i'm sick and tired of feeling something towards someone
and it not going anywhere
is this actually a sign for me to be more pro active?
i dont know
of all the experience i've gained so far at this stage of my life
this is not one of them
its a totally new area for me
and it totally doesnt help with this confused feelings i have towards this person
i wished things could be so simple
i wished certain things actually happen to me
and when it happens it all comes naturally....
oh well...
but for now i suppose i'll just stand from where i am
and look from a distance...

oh yea found out today that the study trip is now open to the year1s and 3s. I suppose the lecturers are getting desperate with the low response from the juniors. Discussion board is already up for the yr1s if i'm not wrong, and seniors who are intersted can personally see Ms LPB, Mr FJ or Mr Chia.

so am i going? i'm still at 75%. I suppose i'll decide once the exams are over =)

aite since i'm up might as well get my ob done and make some porrridge

oh yea in response to all my taggers:

cowpat - i will definitely see you at the next show!

anony - haha i didnt know that my entries were actually worth reading, but thanks it means a lot =) but what are you shy about? do i know you or something? well anyways once you're comfortable let me know who you are but if you're not, its fine =)

melvo - why should you feel jealous? i like your entries too =) hehe... and what hint are you talking about? I was not hinting anything =P

latha & tempest - thanks guys! all the best to you too! ;)

aite then will go and make that porridge now
hehe
take care y'all

salute!

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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.