Friday, March 25, 2005

Almost everyone is looking for perfection
the perfect husband, the perfect wife
the perfect girlfriend, the perfect boyfriend...

but does perfection really exist?
afterall nobody's perfect

but like beauty
perfection is in the eye of the beholder

as for me i know i can never be perfect
i've always tried to live up to someone's expectations
be it my mother, siblings, lecturer or friends
but i learnt that my imperfections are what they are,
part of me

if you cant accept me for me
then i'm sorry, i cant change to suit you
i'll only change to make myself a better person

only when you can come to accept me for me
then perhaps things will work out the way it is suppose to be

Someone asked me today if i really meant what i said in my second previous posting
perhaps i did
perhaps i didnt
it was just me thinking and putting my thoughts into words
i hope it didnt offend anyone tho
and i hope some ppl dont get paranoid thinking that i'm refering to them...
i suppose i'm kinda confused at the moment
its all new to me but somehow familiar
and i dont wanna crash and burn
but then there is a saying that goes "if you dont say you dont get"
haha that was courtesy of moi hehe... =P
well until i sort out things with myself
maybe its better to leave the way things are
unless fate has any other plans for me....

but fret not i'll try to make the best out of any situation
well that is if the other person co-operates haha...

had a nice evening at the airport today
chillin with tania, candy & ds
been awhile since i really laughed alot hehe...
thanks for the nice evening guys =)

good friday tomorrow
gonna use the day to read thru family law and whatever cases that i have

final paper on saturday
i just want to get this over and done with...
then sem break here i come!

and i do hope the sem break wont be a boring day at home staring at the ceiling and the tv..
plans need to be made!
haha.. perhaps after sat
perhaps i'll get a part time job, unless i go for the study trip which will be pointless for me to apply for a job during the sem break in the first place... hmm...
anyways looking forward to chillin at the beach on sat and the movie outing on monday =)

salute

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3/25/2005 12:19:00 AM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.