Tuesday, March 15, 2005

loin des yeux. pres de couer

trying my bestest to continue studying but clearly i'm failing haiz
but no worries i'm still on track
so far i'm going according to my schedule so all's well
for now at least haha

The past two days has been good
Apart from studying been hanging out with friends oh and went down to vik's dad prata stall on the weekend (the murtabak there is really gd, go patronize the store if you happen to be in sembawang area hehe)

oh yea if you decided to go catch a movie anytime soon... my advice is do not watch boogeyman. Seriously i found the show stupid. As compared to all the lame ass typical horror movie shows, this is like one of the worst. Think darkness fall but the suckier version of it. hehz.

While sitting in TM food court during lunch earlier in the day, as usual i began to think... no its not abt something bad... it was something abt life...
more of friends i suppose.
I thought of all the friends i have and of people i know, and i began to wonder, what if i didnt end of in law and management like i did and had gotten that place in BIT instead? (if you didnt know i was offered a place in BIT first before they, TP adminssion dept, decided to offer me a place in L&M the next day)

As of now i know quite a handful of BIT students either thru CDS or mutual friends/acquaintences, the thing is i cant seem to imagine me actually being close friends with them as like those i have in L&M. Well perhaps some but still...
If i didnt end up in law i dont know how my life would have turn out to be. How i would have gone thru my rough patches. What i would have done without my friends who were there for me when i was at my weakest.

I wouldnt have met, known, befriended and come to love all the wonderful friends i have in law. Peeps like tania, ds, kay, marco, yolie, mx, candy, vit, haze, priya, nad, mel, apri, latha, sinthu, sashi, mei, just to name a few...

I wouldnt have had ms lim poh bee as my careperson who had given me so much guidance and believed in me...

I wouldnt have experienced and learned so much, like being in law inc AY03/04 which taught me event management, the value of teamwork.... how a spark of an idea could become a reality, which was Project Twinkle... the value of friendship...

Things do happen for a reason dont they.. if everything did according go to plan i wouldnt be where i am today. I'll be in some other course, doing some other thing, having some other friends.

But i'm glad things dont usually go according to plan cause that's what makes life interesting, and as you reflect back you'll understand why you are standing where you are.

I've been thinking that if i have the means, i want to set up a foundation. Its either a foundation to help people with marfan syndrome or to help youths from single parent families or orphans.
I know its alot of hardwork but i really want to do it. Even though usually foundations are usually setup by famous people. hmmz....
The thing is i want to be able to give back to the community. To make a difference in someone's life. To be able to give hope to a person and tell them that whatever they're going thru, they are not alone, and that everything is going to work out fine....

Perhaps that's why i started project twinkle.
Kinda like a stepping stone.
Which is why i dont want project twinkle to end just like that.
hmmz...

well unofficially school is out for the year 3s
they will be free right after the exams....
gonna miss seeing some of the around
especially those who have been there for me someway or the other...
peeps like haze, priya, vit, apri, haider, soffie & ds...
gonna miss you guys alot
thank you for everything you guys have done for me
and also for some putting up with me hehz
do keep in touch ya
and all the best for your future endeavours! =)
god bless...

aite its 2am now, gonna go catch the csi:miami rerun on channel 5.... =)

salute!

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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.