Sunday, March 06, 2005

Random Thoughts

How do you get over something that defines your life?

What do you do when everything seems so perfect and the next thing you know you're standing in the rain and your whole world is collapsing around you?

How is that one is able to sell a product so well, to give hope, joy and strength to another, but the person themselves dont believe in that product cause the person is too much a coward to take that step cause of a bad past experience?

How can something that is planned so smoothly go so wrong but then somehow its not so bad afterall cause somehow it actually works and that everything doesnt need to be planned to work out fine....

When a crime is committed against you or someone you love
you cry out for justice but sometimes it doesnt prevail...
due to circumstances or some reason or another...
in that moment you wish you had the power
you wish you had the power to prevent it from happening
you wish you had the power to undo what has been done..
but when you have that power
what you dont realise is that you are now the one who is making other people cry
to have power is not everything
its how you use it
if all you do is to use the power to take revenge on the past
all you have become is a destroyer...
is that who you want to become?

I wonder how if feels like to be a child again.
To have no worries.
To enjoy every bit that life has to offer.
To not take everything too seriously, to not think so much....
To be able to laugh freely, run like the wind, have fun and not be brought down by the ugliness in the world...
To be able to dream...
To be able to make believe...

but somehow nowadays children seems to grow up too fast...
childhood seems so short...
it just doesnt seem right....

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3/06/2005 10:12:00 PM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.