Friday, March 04, 2005

Went and cut my hair today...
wheeeee...........
hehe

today was a slow day
i'm telling myself that i better start studying for the exams
which i think i will this weekend hehz

oh yea and i passed my accounts test! even tho i feared the worst for it cause the hour before the test nothing was going in and i really thot i was gonna flunk it and i ended up coming up with a plan that as long as i had something written on the paper and have numbers its okay.. wahaha...
and the best part is i didnt just past it by the margin...
i was actually consistent with my previous test grade haha...
*phew*

hmmz....

ya know somehow even tho how much you're always surrounded by friends you love, try and keep yourself happy, smile no matter how bad you're feeling...
your heart still feels empty inside...
like there's something that's incomplete...
and sometimes you cant help but feel loneliness settling in...
but you just shrug it off and try and push that gaping hole to the back of your mind...
and sometimes when you see two people together, understanding each other, seeing that something in their eyes you try and look away cause sometimes it affects you but you try and ignore it...

have you ever felt that way?

cause i do sometimes....
even tho how much i keep telling myself i should not be feeling such things...
*Shrugs*

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3/04/2005 11:08:00 PM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.