Sunday, April 24, 2005

gee i have a verification test at work later and i havent even studied yet!!!
i'm so screwed!!!
and here you can see evidence that i used the time that i can actually be studying wasted on changing my blogskin
hurhur
=P

so how do you folks like it?
i've been thinking of doing something fresh
so ta-dah!
hehe

personally i like it
especially the pic *grinz*
consider this a fresh new start
since i'm going away and all
perhaps i'll come back with new insights, experience and perhaps recharged?
haha here's to hoping! =D

oh wow my counter has hit the 10,000 mark!!!
yay! *claps*
thanks to all my readers
i have no idea why you guys actually come back to read my posts
but thank you all the same, especially to those who actually took time to give me feedback or just simply tag to say hi =)
hehe...

wow technically its sunday today
and i'll be flying off tomorrow!
ooh i'm so excited and the thing is that i have been feeling sick today so i hope i'll get better by then hehz

grandma, grandpa and aunt nor visited us today
i suppose its because i'm flying off tomorrow
and i realised that i'm not that close to them
as in sure they are my blood relatives and all but i dont feel as close to them as i am suppose to. Grandma and grandpa are getting old every time i see them... at that point of time i wished i was close to them. you know being able to talk about basically anything, not feeling awkward and particularly not having those awkward silence.... Its just that everytime i'm with any of my relatives i feel like i'm being judged, its like all my actions and words are being scrutinized which makes me uncomfortable...

i can just imagine my funeral
if like in those tv shows when a relative and a friend of the deceased give a speech on the person, i reckon that both parties will describe two very different person. haha...
oh well *shrugs*

wokie its almost 2am
gonna go wash my face and do some last minute studying
keeping my fingers crossed for the test later!

will blog again before i fly off hehe
till then

salute!

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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.