Tuesday, April 19, 2005
how do one fall out of love so easily?
or is it just a mask to disguise the fact that there's still love but it was decided it was the best for the other party cause it wouldnt be fair for that person if the relationship continues... so which is it?
is it even fair for us to decide what is best for the other party?
To say that the problem lies with us instead of that person.
To actually keep a straight face and severe the ties only to break down after the person left....
How do you actually explain how everything changed?
Relationships.
Perhaps for all that i've seen and heard, maybe thats why i'm not in one.
The heartaches, the tears, the sorrow...
all fueling my fear of getting hurt
i wouldnt know what i would do if i was in any of those positions.
I had too many things that i love being taken away from me
i know nothing is perfect
still i envy those who found joy and love in their significant other
being able to totally be oneself, to feel cherished, to feel so lucky, to feel that everything is just so perfect the way it is...
haha but knowing me...
*shrugs*
A friend of mine did something today
you may call it brave, you may call it stupid but it took a lot of courage
to face up to change
to not let herself allow the other to suffer because of her...
but it kinda left me thinking
what really is the right thing to do
whether love, relationships, whatever that relates to them are cracked up to be
why such things exist when it causes pain at the end of it?
but then... there is no compassion without pain...
something i'm still learning i suppose...
Knew the signs wasn’t right
I was stupid, for a while
Swept away, by you
And now I feel like a fool
So confused
My heart’s bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn’t see
We were never met to be
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4/19/2005 10:45:00 PM
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