Thursday, April 21, 2005

What kind of parents leave their children to fend for themselves?
What kind of parent starve their children to death?

Sins of the father
why are children labled to what their parents had done?
shouldn't they be given a chance to the person they can become?

but then why are parents blamed for what their children had done when they have done everything they could only to be over powered by peer pressure?

overlaps of reality
different scenarios with different outcomes.....

hmm
oh yea guess what
i'm getting lazy to blog

whattt???

me? lazy to blog?

yeap you read correctly

well maybe not lazy lazy.. more like i have nothing to blog about...

the thing is i've been pretty busy with work and getting mentally prepared for the study trip and i'm awfully tired when i suddenly get a off day... and my life is pretty much boring compared to other peeps and therefore i dont feel like i have anything to blog about.

perhaps its a writers block or something
i'm kinda finding it hard to find time for myself nowadays
to reflect on things...
perhaps thats why the lack of updates/post/reflections, whatever you call it...

sure i can blog about work and stuff
but do you really want to read about how mundane my day at work was?
like..
"oh today we were at T2 cleaning up the place for opening this friday. It was dusty and had this funky smell, perhaps due to the renovations blahblahblah...."

cmon seriously...
i'll get bored myself typing that out haha...

i still have so much to do before monday
and i have yet to even pack my suitcase or even go to the doctor to get my allergies tag...
its like i have this list of things to do in my head and i'm trying find time to do it and try and not get tired at the same time and in between i'm trying to find time for myself. To sit down and reflect and think things over.
Yes perhaps its good that i dont seem to find the time to actually think cause god knows how bad it can sometimes be for me hehz
but still....

oh gosh here i'm complaining of finding time for myself
am i selfish or what???
geez azi get a grip
the world doesnt revolve around you...

hehz
oh well
now that's off my chest
i gotta get ready to go to my grandma's, then to school to get the fugly school blazer and then off to work.
wow my life is so meaningful *rolls eyes*

cmon azi you should be grateful you're still breathing...

oh yes i should shoudnt i?

yup and here i am talking to myself
weeeeeee

omg azi has lost her marbles!!
yikes!

before i really do some damage i better sign off eeks

aite take care y'all

salute!

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4/21/2005 01:08:00 PM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.