Wednesday, June 29, 2005

I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

received a very early birthday present today
as a matter of fact 4months and 25days earlier...

what was it?

ta-da!
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yeap a letter from the ministry of health
encouraging me to donate my organs when i die
wheeeee
but who would want my organs?
my heart aint exactly the perfect choice to give to someone who has to have a heart transplant cause mine aint working pretty good with the murmur and all...
my eyes? well with my previous operation on my right eye, who wants an eye with an artificial lens? and i pretty much cant see anything with my left eye...
hmm what else?
lungs? liver?
considering my long health history, well... i really dont think its advisable.. i wouldnt one anyone who would be getting my organs to suffer...

well as a muslim i'm pretty much exempted from the HOTA (Human Organ Transplant Act) but i have the option to get my included by signing the green form they sent me... oh and i need 2 adult malay guys to be my witness... something along those lines lah.... hmmz....

so do i sign up? considering my bad medical history? hey if i do then i get to be on the list of priority if one of my organs fail me and i need a transplant...

oh great i just found out that tomorrow is the last day that the lecturers will check our SIP resumes and cover letters.. and i have yet to get started!!! eeks!

okie i should get started now.....

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6/29/2005 09:54:00 PM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.