Saturday, July 09, 2005
I AM BORED
tralalalala...........
Its a Saturday evening and i am at home bored to death. It seems to me that its becoming a permanent routine of mine. Stuck at home on a Saturday having my very own tv marathon... The only good thing coming out of this is that i'm not spending any money. Going out = money spent hmmz.... i need to get a life.... bleah....
Somehow i feel like i should be doing something with my life and not wait for something to happen. Life is short isnt it? Matter of fact i shouldnt be wasting my Saturdays away doing nothing, but here i am sitting on my butt typing out a blog entry because i'm bored. geez...
Frankly speaking i have loads to do. Clean my room, complete my projects which are due when term 2 starts, planning project twinkle, finish the novel i'm suppose to have started reading, edit some photos that i should have done a long time back... and the list goes on....
haiz... i'm just not in the mood to do anything at the moment i suppose....
A recent dream is bothering me lately. I dont even know where to even start discribing the dream. Was it nice? well in a way, but kinda disturbing also. I just dont know what to make out of it. Thats just the thing. Its making my feelings towards some things complicating....
But i suppose i gotta leave it as it is. A dream is just a dream right? Its not suppose to mean anything right? Well i certainly hope so... hmmm....
anyhow....
had a good time yesterday. Went out with candy, tania, alvin, lingna, siok lan, peiming, ju and darren after our final mid sem paper. First time i ever went to a karaoke place haha... nah nothing sleazy if thats what you were thinking. Its this partyworld place in town and it was a unique experience really... it was my first time also hearing alot of mandarin songs being sung in a span of a couple of hrs haha... well had a fair share of english songs too, oh and yes reminicing past backstreet boys hits haha... that was fun =P
Headed off to marina sq for dinner soon after and then the esplanade to chill. Totally had a nice evening, wish we could have spent more time chillin at the esplande tho, didnt quite feel like going home at that particular moment. I suppose its because i havent really gone out for quite some time.
haiz i'm so craving for ben and jerry's choc chip cookie dough at this moment...
alright i shall go and do something useful now haha...
till then ;)
I walk alone these empty streets
There is not a second you're not here with me
The love you gave, the grace you've shown
Will always give me strength and be my cornerstone
Somehow you found a way
To see the best I have in me
As long as time goes on
I swear to you that you will be
Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close
Everyday
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've gotta say goodbye
I know you will be forever in my life
Never gone from me
If there's one thing I believe
I will see you somewhere down the road again...
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7/09/2005 08:34:00 PM
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