Saturday, July 02, 2005

Sometimes I envy those who doesnt have any care in the world
Those who can easily say
"That's not my problem" or "Why should i give a damn"or the most popular one, "my problem isit?"
so what if the world crashing down around them? They couldnt care less could they?

But the thing is i cant be like them cause i care about alot of things too damn much. Some people might say that it is a curse but it makes me who i am. I wanna make a difference, i want to inspire change, i want to make life worth living...
but people may take it the wrong way. Some may even call me stupid for being the way i am... but am i?

I dont think i am. It makes me me. No matter how frustrating or upsetting some things can make me, thats all part and parcels of life.

Realising this i've decided to let some things rest no matter how much its making me feel guilty or irritating me to the core. You cant make people act the way you want them to can you?

oh yea and if i've irritated some people these past few days with my blog entries and for what ever reason it might be i sincerely apologize. I am only but human. =)

okie
well...
i didnt get to watch batman begins yesterday (argharghargh) due to some 'unforseen circumstances' and i have come to a decision. I shall watch it alone during the weekend. I had enough of waiting.
I realise waiting for people sometimes is a waste of time. Some things you just gotta take into your own hands.
=P

okie i've run out of steam
gonna go read my novel now
salute =)

What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

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7/02/2005 02:05:00 AM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.