Tuesday, August 09, 2005

Caught the National Day Parade on tv
and i actually fell asleep halfway through the whole thing
actually come to think of it.... it happens every year
i always fall asleep halfway....
hmm....

anyways i've never really heard the national day song until today
well parts of it here and there, never the whole thing
and i gotta say rui en sounds screechy
okie not that screechy but she sounds irritating *shrugs* bleah

I think i have food poisoning
my stomach feels like a washing machine
i hope this is only temporary....

Presidential elections around the corner
Wnen Nomination day comes we'll know who is eligible
but then we all know who is gonna win
well at least i do
if only i could vote
i'm only like what 2 -3 months away from turning 21?
haiz

I was thinking
if only i could work and help out the financial situation in the family
bills and school fees to pay
and i cant even help out
my 3rd bro recently gave mum money to help pay my youngest bro's religious class sch fees
and it made me feel guilty
i'm the eldest of the family
i should be the one helping out mum to support the family
not my 3rd bro who should be in school and not working.....

but i know i need to complete my studies in order for me to really help out my family
hmmz.....

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8/09/2005 09:38:00 PM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.