Thursday, October 27, 2005

Empty

I never did get it when someone tells me
"Wah you're on MC, so shiok!"

or

"Ooh someone's having fun"

What in the world?
(I shall refrain from using any explicit swear words)

Bleah. Do you think I like to take MC for the fun of it?
As if I like to feel sick at the wrong time and make a bad impression of myself cause I've taken the maximum number of MCs we are allowed to take

Speaking of which, that is the most stupidest thing ever, I think.
A limited number of days you can be sick. Its like If you have taken medical leave for the maximum number of times you are allowed to and you fall sick again, you have to drag your ass back to work, even if you feel like dying.
Tsk

Someone in the office told me I still look pale.
I wouldn't be surprised if someone told me I look like death or that I look like I'm gonna drop off my chair

I just got back from my overall supervisor
Got reprimanded for something
Thanks
I feel the love

Not

I don't care anymore
I’ve decided that I do not ever want to work in the law firm or any other law firms for the rest of my life

My heart aint helping
I just wish it would stop hurting

Bleah but who cares
I wont tell cause for all they know I might be faking it
Yes as I predicted I got a warning for already taking 3 days MC
Seriously. Whatever.
I’ll still look bad even if I ended up dead
I already have a black mark to my name
For being sick and failing to inform that I had one extra day of MC
Yayness

I’m such a bad person
Tsktsk

Maybe I should do something drastic
Spruce up my already bad image
Who wants to be good?
Its sooo last century

Somebody just please end my misery
It'll be better for everyone
Don't you think so?

sigh
sorry
i just feel a lil down today
and the morning didnt start off great either...

all i can say is
TGIF tomorrow....

salute

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10/27/2005 10:46:00 AM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.