||:PreCiouS RefLecTionS:||
Thursday, October 20, 2005
I had absolutely nothing to do yesterday since my supervisor was MIA and i ended up sufing various websites, reading up british history and whatnots and i came across this astrological profile of a Saggitarius that somehow perfectly described me! LoL
A brave babe with a lust for adventure and travel, you can't sit still and watch the world go by without jumping in to sample the goods! Even if you're a shy Sag, exotic places and people fascinate you - and weird food from far-flung places makes you slobber. Trying new stuff and sampling the best life has to offer are the traits that make you terrific. Routine rubs you up the wrong way, so best you spice up your life with loads of change in décor, interesting mates and hobbies. You're best at inspiring people to overcome their fears, winning arguments and smiling when you're surrounded by gloomy faces.
Your fashion sense is fun and funky - one minute you're massively sloppy and the next it's a fancy-schmancy party look with twinkly glitter! As a mate, you're the bomb and few match your loyalty and liveliness. Honest and outgoing, you're the ideal listener, but make a super-fudgy party companion too. Relationship-wise, the man's got to be prepared to go with the flow as you change your mind six times a minute. Stick-in-the-muds won't last with you. When choosing a job, anything physical or interesting would be good bets, including ski instructing, journalism, human resources management, law or social work.
I can't believe how immensely tired i feel at the moment. I know this is not helping with the positive attitude i'm suppose to have but i cant wait for the next 6 weeks to go by and tho i do want time to move faster, it doesnt help that classes will start the week after SIP ends, which means absolutely no break! sigh...
Sure i would like to look forward to a vacation but then it would mean end of my school life cause that's the only time we'll see any break time. And somehow its quite disheartening to know that we only have half of a semester left before the lot of us graduate.
I am so going to miss the cohort. The ups and downs, the laughter, frustration and tears. hmmz...
14 more days to Hari Raya.
Am i looking forward to it?
Honestly cant say that i am... why? Well it shouldnt be surprising tho. I havent been looking forward to this festive season for a few years now, eversince dad passed away, never really have been the same since.
I no longer look forward to house visiting nor going to geylang and surround myself with the festive spirit. Even shopping for festive clothes seems like a chore for me.
I wouldnt mind recycling my previous festive clothes, in fact i reckon i'll be wearing the very same heels i wear to work. Wouldnt have to time to go anywhere on the day i reckon since its a working day the next day. And at the most we would be preety much be visiting just my grandparents at their home.
Anyways for the past few weeks been thinking alot bout London
yes i havent quite had my fill yet LoL
I have yet to finish exploring the British Museum and other places that i wanted to go but didnt had time to then..
Thats' the thing with travelling in a large group i suppose
Anyways my bro had a plan
He's planning to go to UK in 2010
well his main purpose is to go to Anfield stadium since he is such a huge Liverpool fan
and he asked me if i wanted to come along since i cant stop thinking about going back to London...
well on my own expense that is
Interesting plan i thought
perhaps why not
but then it depends if i do have a job by then and have enough money on my own to travel...
tho i then started thinking.. what about mum?
I cant just leave her here while we enjoy ourselves there...
she would want to go too wouldnt she? after all the sacrifices and hard work she has gone through for us, damn she deserves a break...
perhaps if i can save enough
then i started thinking again... what about the rest of the family?? My younger siblings hasnt gone oversas before and i wouldnt want them to miss out...
omg
i need to stop thinking cause i'm giving myself a headache with every thought that suddenly pops into my head. =P
so my decision is? well lets wait another 5 years and see what i come up with.
For now i shall concentrate with what is currently infront of me and happening in the present
LoLx =P
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Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
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10/20/2005 09:32:00 PM
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.The Writer.
I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain.
I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug.
I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness,
I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time.
I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change.
I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.
.Through Their Eyes.
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jaslyn
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jjonsson
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kay
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lily
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matsie
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melvo
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marco::
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mei
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mitch
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mrbrown
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nadz
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nur
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priya::
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peiming
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riah
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roihan::
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soffie
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sashi
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seasons::
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sheng
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tania
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vit::
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vonny
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xuantong
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YoLie::
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