Saturday, October 08, 2005

I've been staring at the four walls of my room for the past hour wondering what i'm suppose to do now.
Yes i do have stuff that i need to do which i dont feel like doing at the moment.
Ironic isnt it. I have stuff to do but i'm bored outta my mind. I havent left the house the whole day, my phone didnt make any sound, no convos on msn, no communication with the outside world except whatever stuff that is churning in my head.
If today was the last day of my entire life i'll look down at my lifeless body and think what a waste.. tsktsk =P

You know how some dreams remains fresh in your mind even if you've woken up. It might be because its a gd dream or a scary one but it keeps running in your head all day?
Well i'm having one of that at the moment. Not a scary one, but strange and nice at the same time. Cant seem to shake it of my mind.. maybe i never want it go away in the first place and want to replay what i cant remember from the dream... hmmz....

I can't believe i'm gonna miss Micheal Buble's LIVE performance at the indoor stadium on Monday!! arghhhhhh! I so want to go but as usual my financial standing always has the last word. bleah.

Internship has been good. I've been learning alot during the week in department i'm currently in. Kinda sad to know i'll be rotated to another dept in a week. Just when i'm getting used to the people ard me.. tsktsk

Been doing some self help reading
and i'm beginning to realise some more things about myself
will blog more on that when i'm done with my self reflections

wokie now i feel like getting some ice-cream
yes i get distracted easily nowadays
especially in the middle of blogging LoLx

till then
salute!

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10/08/2005 08:49:00 PM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.