Tuesday, October 25, 2005

Rainy Day

guess what?

I am currently now at home. Yep i'm on MC. Yet to go to the doc tho cause it was raining cats and dogs earlier on.

My heart literally hurts like a bitch and every breath i take is like there's something not letting air through, as tho theres a huge hole in my heart.

And now my head feels as if someone just bashed it against the wall
oh great

and why am i blogging?
cause i'm tired lying on my back and feeling nauseated.
geez...

coincidentally the last time i took MC
which is for a totally different ailment
(yes i sound like i have alot of medical problems
which is only too true and i shall not elaborate)
I was not given work at the office
and spent 8 hours of doing absolutely nothing
and yesterday the same thing happened
and here i am at home so sick that i couldnt even suck it up, pretend i'm ok and get off my back to go to work.

argh i hate feeling sick
and i have only one MC day left
which i hope i dont get to use...

okie before i fall off the chair im my dizziness
i shall end here
salute =)

||:PreCiouS:||
10/25/2005 05:01:00 PM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.