Tuesday, December 27, 2005

Today has literally been a back breaking day
despite my wavering health and chest hurting coughs
i decided that today i was going to do something productive
therefore as soon i awoke this morning, i proceeded to clean my god forsaken mess of a room, scrub the toilet and do the laundry.
And yes in between i was breathless and almost gave up cause i felt too faint.

And afterall that, i had a stupid shouting exchange with my sister cause i waz using the washing machine and she wanted to bathe and she doesnt like the water source being too little, which i then ended the shouting exchange by storming out of the house to throw the three bags of rubbish i accumulated while cleaning my room and getting some much needed fresh air by walking to the supermarket two blocks away. bleah.

Now my back is aching like mad, my chest still hurts whenever i cough, sometimes the cough gets so bad i think one of my aorta is gonna rip from the heart.... I've been trying to do my divorce project and banking project but the pain is too much that i give up. And i'm typing all this in frustration before i head off to bed. argh.

Tomorrow classes as usual, loads of deadlines ahead....
And i just found out i have a project meeting tomorrow at 9.30 bloody AM!!!
I just love being informed last minute... i feel so included in the group especially when i already feel like one of the most stupidest person in the group and always the last to know about any decision. yay me!

ok i think i'm gonna get one of those back support thingy at the pharmacy tomorrow... somebody just please end my misery. That will be the best post-christmas cum new year present ever.
Thank you and good night.

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12/27/2005 12:21:00 AM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.