Sunday, January 08, 2006

Its been raining cats and dogs for the past few days
A great time to snuggle up to something comfy and enjoy the cool weather
alas i have nothing comfy to snuggle up to except the hard wooden floors of the living room and my teddy bear. LoL.

Indeed this weekend can be labeled a lazy weekend
the cool cold weather, doing absolutely nothing even tho you know that you have a lot of things to do but just cant because you're trying to make the headaches and heart wrenching coughs go away.

I know i know some of my friends are saying i'm crazy and stupid to continue eating whatever i want and not eat food that sick people normally eat. And that's what? porridge and more porridge or maybe chicken soup? Unlike most caring household most of my friends have, in my house so what if you're sick cause its already a normal occurance. I dont have a grandmother or parent who has the time to fuss over you and make you porridge and eat it. Why do i always eat out? Cause usually when i get home there's nothing to eat unless you're okay with me eating instant noodles everyday.
so continue telling me i'm stupid. continue telling me i'm crazy. but i do what i'm already used to cause when i'm sick i only have myself and i'm used to knowing what is right and wrong.

Anyhow the rain is very tempting right now. I feel like running out of the house and just sit in the middle of the field and soak myself in the cooling rain. Let all my worries and frustration be washed off by the rain..

I was watching an old movie set in the mid 1960s about a group of friends who were finishing high school and how they spent their last day and evening as seniors in their school. Each individuals had their dreams and plans on what they were going to do.
I envied their passions and the dreams they had and willingness to go ahead and not let anything stop them.

It made me wonder, after our final days in poly, after the final paper of our senior year, what was going to happen to us all? law&mgmt's class of 2006. Will all of us find what we've been looking for. Will we still see each other 3, 5, 7 years down the road? or will everyone be too busy with their own lives and forget whatever memories we all had once shared?

Perhaps i'll continue this entry another time, when the time is right cause i'm not ready to finish senior year yet. =)

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1/08/2006 07:26:00 PM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.