Tuesday, January 10, 2006

Its hard to concentrate on work when you're trying to ignore the fact that your body is screaming in pain. sigh and double sigh.

Spent the whole of today trying not to hurl all the contents of my stomach everytime i drink or try and eat something. bleah.

I'm currently listening to some IL DIVO to calm my nerves. Good music always helps with the nerves. yupyup

I think i want to make a new resolution since i have yet to come up with any for the year. I want to take better care of myself. I'm sick of feeling sick and weak all the time. I'm not only dissapointing myself but making people who actually cares for me worried. I'm going to start living healthy. Perhaps start exercising cause even tho i love to walk i have not been doing much of it because of the weather. The doc told me i should take up swimming as it will help me strengthen my back. Maybe i shall take up on that advice and go swimming once a week. I should also cut the amount of crap i eat andd stay away from people who are trying to kill me with their secondary smoke. yay!
i'm gonna start on this as soon as i feel better and strong enough to do so =)

okie i have loads of work to do before i can call it a night
so i shall end this entry here and get back to my learning issues and concentrate on arranging the skeleton for the legal opinon as well.

oh and yes before i forget...
Salam Aidiladha to all my fellow muslim friends

salute!

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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.