Wednesday, January 11, 2006

oh fark
i so feel like crying right now.
i cant stand the pain and i feel like passing out but i cant afford to cause i have a lot of things to do and i'm afraid my group wont understand and take it as if i'm giving excuses cause i'm always sick all the time.

argh.....

man i cant stand this

i hate being sick! i hate being weak. i hate feeling that i'm not pulling my weight even tho i'm trying.

all i feel like doing now is curl up and cry.
but that wont help my situation now will it?

i dont even know if i can make it to school tomorrow with all the pain i'm feeling...

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1/11/2006 12:20:00 AM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.