Sunday, January 22, 2006

the past week has been really testing and it has yet to end
deadlines and tests that has yet to come
and all happening in the next 3 weeks
then there will be the exams to look forward to

its a wonder how i can actually last this long without collapsing...
well there was my recent episode with my health in the previous week
but heck i'm still surprised
tho i'm sometimes angry with myself for being unwell at the most unappropriate timings that usually makes me feel like a hindrance to society, especially to my friends as i wouldnt want to be the cause of unnecessary worry when they are all pretty much stressed and tired themselves.

sometimes i just cant help being angry at myself for my limitations, be it for anything... especially when i'm the only one preventing a group of people from doing what they want. It actually makes me so guilty that it me sick to my stomach, even so when they try to accomodate to my limitations...
I guess i'm still getting used to having people who actually cares...

TP Open House has come and gone...

Kudos to:

Lily and Ain for pulling it off
Mat the flyers looked great
Bert, Mx, Brandon, Tania, Anand, Marco, Faizah, Rilla, Fiza, Mei - for taking time off from your hectic schedule to help pitch in
Shaun, Ber, Kay, Gaya, Priya, Zhida - you guys did a good job for the LT show
the rest of the law peeps who actually came down to volunteer

one event down, few more others to go...

The time on my desktop clock is 2.30am
i am shagged but somehow i cant seem to bring myself to fall asleep
i guess it must be all the caffine that is running through my system and not forgetting my Adv Civil Pro project due on Monday which i have yet to start andd the IP test on the very same day and B&F test the following Wednesday...

Oh and yes
did i mention that i finally got the tix to the BSB concert this coming Tues???
khehehe
I cant wait!
But..
yes i have to study for wed's test before going off for the concert
and thank god its open book
or else i really should be shot dead to avoid any agony
LoLx

well okie dokie
i have stuff to do
lolx
ciao! =)

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1/22/2006 02:18:00 AM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.