Friday, January 06, 2006

this sucks.
i have temporarily lost my voice
well i should have seen it coming i suppose
the ongoing sore throats and coughs i've been having
and the amount of stress that has befallen upon me...

imagine waking up everyday to stressful msgs on the handphone demanding you to fulfill whatever responsiblities you are expected of and in trying to satisfy these demands people who dont know the exact position you are in are pissed/irritated at you for the things you cant help but ask/say/do.

Adding to the above, there is still the endless projects that has at least one dateline every week, my unstable health that is not helping matters and my inabliity to sleep before 2 or 3 am.

I think if i stop to take a breath my whole system is gonna collapse which i cant afford cause the final exams are coming. ho hum.

great start to a new year huh? ;P

I apologize if i'm rambling away but after staring at the blank screen for the past few minutes or so i forgot what i originally wanted to blog about. lol.

sigh now the guys in ilaw are telling me to stop trying to talk when i obviously cant. lol.

okie i'm getting sleepy staring at the screen again.

ta. *smilez*

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1/06/2006 02:48:00 PM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.