i know today was the first paper of my final exams but i had FUN today after the paper that is lolx wheeeeeeee...
totally enjoyed myself great company, good food, interesting & funn games! we should do this again once in awhile after graduation aite guys? khehehe
ooh and before i forget...
Happy Birthday tooooooooo Melvyn AlexanderLee Yi Qun!!!!! *grinz*
aha so you've finally reached the stage of your life where your age starts with a 2-! old already! muahahaha lolx anyways all the best in your future endeavours andd may the year ahead bring you unforgettable, wonderful and precious memories! god bless! *muakz* heehee
aite one down two more papers to go! oh god i'm gonna miss everyone so so much received a msg this afternoon that almost made me cry glad to know the video me and deedee made meant alot to quite a number of ppl oh god i cant believe my poly life is ending it so doesnt feel like its been 3 freaking years! i still remember my first lecture, my first tutorial and the first person i talked too and now remain fast friends with!! arghhhh..... *sob*
i have no intention in being emo right now but cannot help it lah haiz...
okie lah before i cry and start to reminisce of the all the good and bad memories i shall go and watch tv Desperate Housewives and Grey's Anatomy!!! Did i ever mention that Dr Shepard is hott!! *dreamysigh...............
so today marks the fourth day of study week anddd surprise surprise i have NOT started studying Lolx truth be told i'm waiting for my adrenaline to kick in which is soon i hope
oh and yes remember the photo collage video thingy me and nad made specially for prom well since it really means alot to me i've actually uploaded in and letting you guys watch it from my blog! wheeeeeeeeee! but do allow some time for the video to properly load cause its nicer to view the whole thing without interruptions... oh and do let me know what you think of it aite? enjoy!
I am what I think my life is shaped and formed by what I tell myself Who I am in the world is who I think I am What I have in the world is what I think I can have The contents of my mind are what I choose I discard, cut out, drop that which doesn't contribute What others believe about me is their story It tells more about what they think than who I am In my journey I make sure that what I carry is of my own careful choosing and serves me well
tralalalala
Happy Valentine's Day peeps! Looks like i'm spending V-day doing my mediation project all day wheeeeeeeeeeee
still waiting for photos from other peeps to come in so bear with me i'll upload it asap
You know i've been thinking i've never claimed to be perfect nor i'll ever be and i've said this before the thing is i'm only human i get that but somehow i cant seem to be able to accept the fact that i can feel a certain way towards something when i feel i shouldnt and when the fact is that i have the right to feel as any normal person should and stop living up to expectations and how the world sees me. What others believe about me is their story. It tells more about what they think than who I am. I should drill that into my head and for once feel without feeling guilty like a normal person. I am allowed to my own reactions right? haiz.
I'm was wondering and reflecting does a good friend tell you the truth no matter how hurtful it may sound and how betrayed you feel by it? or does a good friend speak half truths just to make you feel better and say another thing behind your back?
for me i rather hear the truth and initially get hurt rather than finding out much later when it gets much worse and make a huge ass out of myself with something that has been there for quite sometime and i did not see it. cause sometimes you can't see that what you are doing wrong until someone points it out and you look at their perspective. tho no matter how hurt or betrayed you feel the friend is actually doing you a favour to let you realise your faults and learn from it but its up to you how you receive it and taking ownership
a person who i will have the upmost respect for is a person who takes ownership what is that? its preety obvious so i'll let you do your own little research i think i've blogged about it once but kinda forgot when exactly oh well khehehe
so it all didnt work out as expected everything now is askew i dont get really mad at something easily unless its for a valid reason and i'm not sorry for what i've said cause i'm just being honest and if i said differently and told a lie i would not be a friend
one thing you have to notice about the cohort is that we stick together most of us that is through the good times and bad so even if i was excluded from whatever profanities that was being said the target law 'audience' are still my friends and i am one of them
Sure its not totally one person's fault it takes alot of things to have gone wrong but somehow the bulk of it was seen at one thing cause the rest that initially went wrong wasnt so much in the limelight cause it came through.
so when a group of people feel the same way does that mean the whole group is wrong? there has to be legitimate reason right?
i'm not trying to make matters worse this is just my perspective i respect both parties as they are but the unpleasantries have to stop
if one is making a defence that the other does not understand their point of view did that party see the other party's point of view as well? it is easy to defend a friend but can one be objective?
to try and defend making use of interpretation with law students is one thing. to describe law students as a whole in an appropriate context is already bad enough to try and come up with some defensive talk about what this event is when it is not yours to begin with is even worse.
seriously stop it no end will come to it if this continues.
what's done is done let it go. does it really matter now that it is all over? what good will come to more angered words?
i cant help but post this i almost rolled my eyes when i read that certain statement come to think of it i think i did roll my eyes somehow i wish i could just lash out at that somebody
its easy for the person to comment but HELLO do you even know why it happened the way it did???????
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fark i'm pissed i've been pissed for the past week responsible my ass everything was damn fucking last minute with the attitude that was given to me just for being concerned geez you had no right to make the statement you made
this is why sometimes i just dont like to trust people cause they end up just dissapointing you.
oh and yes to this other person you had no right to comment what you did when you did not even know the whole story behind it. and how there was absence of respect how did you expect people to respect you when you disrepected them first???
seriously i had enough of the BS
*rolls eyes*
you may say its childish and what nonsense you might have in that head of yours but you mess with one you mess with all and it doesnt matter who you are
*i am not mentioning names nor do i ever intend to. so if you feel the pinch hmm them maybe i'm talking abt you. hah.
well today marks the final day of the final week of school for us seniors exams here we come! LoLx
gosh i cant believe in two weeks its all gonna be over goodbye student life as it is but i will still come back tho to wrap up my law inc duties =)
Prom on friday was great while it lasted tho I wished it had ended better and there are some things that i'm unhappy about especially with the 'technical difficulty' we had which didnt allow us to show the video me and nad painstakinly put together over two weekends.. bleah... but what's done is done no use crying over spilt milk hoped that those who received their copies at the door enjoys our work =) will blog more about more prom stuff later after i've compiled all the photos from the other cameras present during the event khehe...
and surprisingly i won prom queen tho i have no idea what was the criteria for this but still thank you to all that voted *smileZ*
anyways here is a sneak preview of the photos
anyways...
had my monthly solo movie watching today finally caught North Country totally awesome movie i was really moved by Charlize Theron's character. The movie also shows the ugly side of men and there are those few good men out there
hmmz and yes if you read the end of my post its only 4.45pm on a lovely Sunday afternoon and i'm bored everyone else is busy with something being alone on a lovely sunday afternoon with no one to talk to somehow tends to be depressing sigh
okie shall occupy myself now with tv lolx salute peeps =)
I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain.
I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug.
I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness,
I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time.
I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change.
I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.
