Tuesday, February 14, 2006
I am what I think
my life is shaped and formed
by what I tell myself
Who I am in the world
is who I think I am
What I have in the world
is what I think I can have
The contents of my mind
are what I choose
I discard, cut out, drop
that which doesn't contribute
What others believe about me
is their story
It tells more about what they think
than who I am
In my journey
I make sure that what I carry
is of my own careful choosing
and serves me well
tralalalala
Happy Valentine's Day peeps!
Looks like i'm spending V-day doing my mediation project all day
wheeeeeeeeeeee
still waiting for photos from other peeps to come in
so bear with me
i'll upload it asap
You know i've been thinking
i've never claimed to be perfect
nor i'll ever be
and i've said this before
the thing is i'm only human
i get that
but somehow i cant seem to be able to accept the fact that i can feel a certain way towards something when i feel i shouldnt and when the fact is that i have the right to feel as any normal person should and stop living up to expectations and how the world sees me.
What others believe about me is their story. It tells more about what they think than who I am. I should drill that into my head and for once feel without feeling guilty like a normal person.
I am allowed to my own reactions right?
haiz.
I'm was wondering and reflecting
does a good friend tell you the truth no matter how hurtful it may sound and how betrayed you feel by it?
or does a good friend speak half truths just to make you feel better and say another thing behind your back?
for me i rather hear the truth and initially get hurt
rather than finding out much later when it gets much worse and make a huge ass out of myself with something that has been there for quite sometime and i did not see it.
cause sometimes you can't see that what you are doing wrong until someone points it out and you look at their perspective.
tho no matter how hurt or betrayed you feel
the friend is actually doing you a favour
to let you realise your faults and learn from it
but its up to you how you receive it
and taking ownership
a person who i will have the upmost respect for
is a person who takes ownership
what is that?
its preety obvious
so i'll let you do your own little research
i think i've blogged about it once
but kinda forgot when exactly
oh well
khehehe
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2/14/2006 12:40:00 AM
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