Thursday, March 02, 2006

its 3am and i'm still awake
sleep is overratedd
lolx i'm just kidding
its just that i cant seem to get myself to go to sleep even though i feel soooooooo damn tired
but my mind is like a machine that would not stop
arghargharghhhhhh

i admit i have sleeping problems
told my doc this and she freaking ignored me
hmmz....
are sleeping pill available on general pharmacy shelves????
i need SLEEP
argh i cant stand my eyebags and the dark rings around my eyes!!!
urgh
funny how its easy for me to fall asleep when i'm not at home
and when i'm in another country

i miss london
sigh
double sigh

somebody PLEASEEEEEEE take me away to some far away land where all i do is sleep, do some sightseeing, take photographs and enjoy myself and not worry about any other things but the moment.....

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3/02/2006 03:03:00 AM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.