Thursday, March 02, 2006

i've never been good in the flirting/first impression 'game'
and this past week has been a very eye opening experience
LoLx

okie let me explain my theory
the usual first impression people have of me is that i look damn fierce
add that to my height
i'm not surprised as to why i've never been approached before
well and maybe because i'm not what you call 'drop dead gorgeous' or 'preety looking'
i'm just plain lil' ol' me khehhehehe
so yea thats one thing...

then comes another thing when i'm actually attracted to a stranger
and sure there's that 'acknowledging glance' i have no idea what to call it
when both persons notice each others' presence that kind of thing blahblahblah... lolx
and usually i'll give a weak smile turn around and walk away or in some cases ignore the person's presence... when clearly i had a chance of maybe flirting a little or give my nice darlie smile... lolxx

yes ladies and gentleman
i am stupid/a coward/an idiot

funnily enough i'm not afraid of approaching a stranger on behalf of a friend
gee whizz

at this rate i'm going
i reckon i'll never get attached
or meet new potentials you know
sigh
some people just have it easy

anywayssssssss

exams are all over
which means...
schools outt
no more lectures/tutorials/projects/etcetcetcccccc
sighsigh

having nothing to do is somehow boring and tiring
lolx
doing nothing drains out energy
so i'm gonna make my next few days filled with activities before i sit down and plan what i'm going to do for the rest of my life
heeheee =)

i need some excitement in my life right about now
maybe some secret love affair
some high flying adventure
anything!!
seriously how desparate can i get?
cause i am
lolx

*goes off in search of excitement................

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3/02/2006 01:17:00 AM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.