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Friday, March 24, 2006

my back is in excruciating pain... again...
sigh...
i'm trying my best to not touch any of my painkillers unless absolutely necessary
my mobility is at its minimum and i cant stand it!!!


i've been springcleaning my room and i'm not even finished due to this problem i have with my back! thanks to me my stuff is all over the living room. At the rate i'm going slowly organising my stuff, i wont be surprised if it'll take days for me to finish everything.. sigh..


the only reason i'm typing this entry out is because i'm tired of lying down on my back and my sitting position well lets just say my body angle aint what it is suppose to be. It hurts but all i can do is bear with the pain.


Because of this i also missed a committee meeting yesterday which was important in my opinion. sigh.. this back problem is starting to be a pain. Seriously, i can't keep going on with my back giving me problems now and then. argh its frustrating and the two major operations i had was suppose to help with my back problem but somehow it seems to be giving me even more problem. I need to address this to the doctor when i see him for my next appointment, which is next month. hmmz....

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