Saturday, March 25, 2006

you know how i sometimes usually complain about my height?
Dont get me wrong here, standing at 1.75m tall which i know is not THAT tall as compared to 3 of my taller but younger siblings, and not that i dont love being tall, but it sometimes does tend to get frustrating when i bang my head against the public bus ceilings, or you know how sometimes the bus seats are positioned so close together that my leg hurts and after awhile my back hurts as well.. then there is also the problem of finding a guy that is of a comfortable height for me lolx. Somehow a local gal of my height is kinda intimidating hehz

but imagine my surprise when i read about a guy with the exact same problem. Lolx
now that is damn amusing.
Now wouldnt that guy have it easy as compared to me?
good looks. nice height (he's 1.9 btw). popular, cushy job.. tsktsk...
i for one aint intimidated by his height cause he is the exact height of my secondary 3 brother. lolx. Yes my bro is that tall. =P
anyways me and this person should go out some time but alas he does not know about my existance and i... well only have heard about him lolx

anyways my mum has been acting kind of wierd lately
aside from her scary good mood
there's this neverending hints of her wanting me to get married.
get married to who i wonder
she's been talking about wedding songs, matchmaking and you know those classified ads thingy when you are in search of a partner kind of thing?
yeah.
sheesh.

i think she just cant wait for me to move out of the house or something. hmmz......

well on a more painful note...
my back aint getting any better
i can sit no longer than 10 mins before it gets unbearable and i would need to lie down.
Truth be told i'm currently holding my breath as i type this cause i feel like knives are being pushed through my back and i'm bearing with the pain as long as i can. bleah..

argh how am i suppose to go out of the house tomorrow in this state i am in?!??!?!?
bleah
if this continues i think i better go to the hospital for an x-ray or something cause walking with my body leaning to one side should already tell me something is definitely wrong somewhere. sigh...

before i start crying out in pain i'll end my entry here
salute.

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3/25/2006 02:56:00 PM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.