Saturday, April 08, 2006

sigh just when i thought frequent visits to the hospital days are over...

for the next few weeks say hello to:

-physiotheraphy (do you)
-CT scans (know how much)
-X-rays (all of this)
-injection to the joint in my spine (will cost???)
-increase in medical bills (*faints*)

yayness
my life cant get any better than this
now how am i suppose to get a permanent job? no employer would want me for taking leave every week. sigh..

at this moment i wish that i never had that surgery in the first place, and that my spine wasnt giving me problems to being with and that years later that stupid ball didnt hit my back and start a chain reaction. but what to do right? what's done is done.
no worries no worries
things happen for a reason
all i know is that i will get through this
even if i have to bear with the pain for the rest of my natural life
afterall what does not kill me makes me stronger
hehe... =)

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4/08/2006 01:03:00 AM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.