Wednesday, May 31, 2006

bonjour darlings

work update

end of my second day of work and i'm dead beat but work ain't all that bad actually only that all the backlog and things to learn in the expected short period of time is kinda fast for my brain to saturate everything at the pace i'm being set at.

The file management seriously needs a LOT of work and i forsee it being a potential headache. And i cant believe my computer is the ONLY one which is using the 'Microsoft Works' software! Can i just say that the software seriously sucks ass.... bleargh. It is seriously screwed up. Today alone i wasted the whole morning trying to print two WOS and ended up printing it on someone else's computer, and to add to that at the end of the day i cant even open any document using that software. grr.. I am patiently awaiting for the arrival of the latest Microsoft Office software that my boss has promised to buy to install on my computer so i can decently get work done faster than my current speed on WordPad. tsk.

Lunchtime is a bore. I dont know anyone and all i do is go to McDonalds and eat alone in a corner. The only reason i'm only at McDonalds is because i dont have time to explore my surrounding area even thou the office is IN Chinatown Point. ish. I'm already starting to get sick of MaCs. bah.
So if any of you happen to be around Chinatown, ring me up and we can have lunch together. At least i know i'm not living in some alternate universe where lunch time is a bore.

The boss keeps repeating to me that he has very high expectations of me just because i'm a TP diploma holder blahblahblah and he expects me to learn everything like that*snap fingers*... andd he actually forsees me learning everything within a month! omg the pressure.............................

I know i can do this. But i dont like high expectations being put on me cause the pressure can be so suffocating and i tend to keep second guessing myself which is not good.

aite before i rattle on and on about work its already close to 1am and i need to sleep or i'll be dead on my feet tomorrow.

bonne nuit!

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5/31/2006 12:35:00 AM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.