Tuesday, July 04, 2006

i dont even know why i agreed to continue as a part timer at the firm. At moments like yesterday i just wish to strangle him. I'm refering to the boss that is... blearghhh!

you see yesterday, upon his request i came down for the briefing he wanted to give to me, the new part time girl and his permanent secretary on how things are gonna work from this week onwards. I remembered asking him on Friday what time i was the briefing scheduled at, and in reponse to my enquiry and in front of the other secretary he told me to come at 6.30pm. Then yesterday when i reached chinatown point at 6 pm and proceeded to the post office since i figured i was early and had a registered article to do for the office. Then out of the blue i received a message from the boss asking whether i was coming or not. And my intutition told me that the no doubt the message was sent because the boss thinks i'm not going to turn up etc..
I ignored that feeling in my gut and quickly proceeded upstairs to the office. Upon reaching the office, i saw my desk was empty as the computer as expected was already in the boss' room and there were already a pile of files in my intray on the shelf.

So i started looking through my piled up intray and the boss came up and said how he was waiting for me blahblahblah. He showed me how the work routine is going to be like, introduced the new girl, sorted out some admin stuff and it was all done in 10 mins!

bloody hell.

I travelled for an hour, wasted precious travelling money just to go to the office yesterday for a 10mins talk abt what to do when i start coming in today.
Like he couldnt do it when i came in today.. $^*&%^%&*#%

bugger.

and today the permanent secretary told me that the new girl came in early and the boss had the cheeck to say that he didnt know where i was when i was suppose to come! heck i was 15mins early! bloody hell.

Dont you just love a boss who is forgetful and talks behind your back?

*Grumbles to self*

*sidetrack* since i'm grumbling, do you know how irritating Cristiano Ronaldo was during the match between Portugal & England???? Its like he was trying to get everyone from the other team sent off with his nose stuck in other people's business.. seriously. And portugal's play acting was just as bad. bleah. But England's losing was expected. the curse of the penalty shootout. lolx *end of sidetrack*

haiz anyways thank god i met aida this evening. She needed someone to talk to and i wanted to be there for her.

Well my wasted trip on the MRT wasnt such a waste i suppose. It got me thinking and plan out what i'm going to do these few years down the road. I aint getting any younger you know. lolx.
I had thought that all my goals i've ever written down has time lapsed. I never did any real concrete goal setting in poly, only when i was in ITE. Then i realised something, a few years back when i was attending 'Supercamp' we had this goal setting exercise where we had to put one main goal we had on a chopping board (those kind that is used in karate) and what we think will stop us from achieving it at the back and then break that board as a symbol of... er.. i forgot. lolx. Anyways my goal was to get my degree with honours by the year 2010. And guess what 2010 aint here yet! and if i actually continue my studies next year i'll be able to reach that goal!

The thought of having that goal and to actually have a chance in achieving it somehow makes me feel warm inside. I have something to actually look forward to and work towards.

Now the next step is worrying abt the money part. Tuition fees, accomodation, transport, living expenses, etc.. hmmz....
for every problem there is solution.. i know i'll work it out, i'm not sure how right now but i'm going to try =)

ouh and since dee has tagged me and i need some distraction anyways.. here goes....

5 snacks I enjoy
1. Ben & Jerry's Choc Chip Cookie Dough
2. Freshly baked baguette w/ creamy butter
3. Freshly baked garlic bread w/ cream of mushroom soup
4. Chocolate Malted Milkshake
5. Hersheys/Cadbury milk chocolate w/ Almonds

(does pizza count as a snack? if it does add that too! yum pepperoni or curry chicken with extra cheese, light on the onions for the latter.. drools... =P )

5 songs I know the lyrics to
1. All BSB songs
2. Some of Il Divo's songs that i can actually pronounce lolx.. (ouh and i can tell you who is singing which parts, i'm gd at that heehee)
3. Most of Westlife songs
4. Some of NSYNC's songs (fine i'm a boyband junkie. well used to that is with the exception of those aforementioned bands..)
5. To Where You Are - Josh Groban

5 things I would do with 100 million
1. Get into university and not worry of my expenses & tuition fees
2. Get my own bachlorette pad near the ocean with all the latest ehome gadgets
3. Buy my family a bigger home
4. Support all my sibling's school fees & expenses
5. Send my mum off to the haj trip she always wanted

5 places I would run away to
1. Anywhere where i can find the ocean/sea/river
2. the library
3. a cafe
4. any place playing good live music
5. Hawaii, France, Italy, Rome, Ireland; basically anywhere romantic, exotic and full of history

5 things I would never wear
1. spandex
2. bikini
3. revealing outfits
4. tight leather anything
5. itchy uncomfortable fabrics

5 bad habits
1. i'm too nice
2. i bite my fingernails when i'm nervous about something.. sometimes without even me realising it
3. sometimes i say things without thinking; hurt people with my words/ tone of my voice without meaning to
4. When i'm totally engrossed in something, everything around me doesnt exist in that moment
5. i think and over think too damn much

5 biggest joys!
1. Doing something i love
2. Doing something that i know makes a difference in someone else's lives
3. Doing something that brings a smile to the person's face
4. Music, Photography
5. Friends!

5 fictional characters I'd date
1. Clark Kent in Superman Returns (played by Brandon Routh)
2. Mr Darcy in Pride & Prejudice (played by Matthew MacFayden)
3. Chris Perry Halliwell in Charmed (played by Drew Fuller)
4. Pete Monash in Win a Date with Tad Hamilton (played by Topher Grace)
5. Ryan Wolfe in CSI: MIAMI (played by Jonathan Togo)

5 unfortunate individuals to do this
1. Tania Tay
2. Nazurah
3. Ifah
4. Rahmat
5. Denise

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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.