Saturday, July 01, 2006

so...

yesterday was my last day as a 'full' time employee in the firm. 'full' because i'm coming back doing part time work. only because i'm a coward and too nice. I mean looking at all the files around me i wonder how its gonna be managed when i will only come back twice a week. Well they've been managing even before i came into the picture so i guess they'll find a way.. and anyways my boss did told the other secretary in a 'private' meeting that the files i'm handling are not that much.. rright.. i just want to see him do all the work we've been doing when he's not around. *mumbles to self*

sigh i think, i think too much.

hehz *sheepish grin"

actually i thought yesterday was going to be uneventful. I'll just work as per normal, transfer my folders and files to the other's secretary's computer i'll be using when i come back two nights a week and at the end of the day pack up my stuff and go home. However that morning was seriously my ultimate patience test with a certain client. Some people just need to be given a good strangling for their lack of respect, courtesy and big shot attitude. At the end of that eventful phone call try as i might to be accomodating, nice and sincere, at the end of the phone call i was so angry and i actually felt tears in my eyes. bugger.

so anyways now the BIG question is what am i going to do now?
I have a few plans up my sleeves, nothing concrete but it is still a start =)

well was suppose to have plans today but then it just got scrapped this morning so here i am at home wasting time away. Read all the books me and sis borrowed from the national library and school library respectively so perhaps after i finish watching saturday cartoons i'll drop by the national library to return me books and borrow new ones.

Caught Superman Returns with dee and melly two days back. I would recommend it cause i personally like it, it had its sad moments which i would usually under normal circumstances shed some tears for the characters but i suppose i was too tired, and dee was right saying it made her feel lonely after watching the show, cause i felt the same way too. lolx.
It also doesnt help that the man of steel, played by brandon routh is sizzling hot! lolx.
I love this picture of him...

had it on my desktop in the office for awhile. Looking at the photo just gives me a sense of peace. I dont know why, tho you dont really see the man's face clearly in the shadows but its exactly that. The man in the shadows with the georgeous backdrop behind him. sigh.

lolx.

oh well sometimes a bit of day dreaming gets you thru the day and make you forget abt all your worries in reality for just a bit =)

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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.