Tuesday, August 15, 2006

The weather is simply perfect at the moment
cold and wet
goes along with my mood

Snow patrol's Chasing Cars has been on replay and i'm not sure why
perhaps it goes along with the weather and what i'm currently feeling

In a few minutes i have to get my ass off the chair and go off to work early cause the boss wants to have another 'talk' with me and he said i could leave earlier after work. rright we all know that's not true. Since when have i ever left work early? And the 'talk' he's gonna have with me i bet would be the exact same thing he keeps talking to me abt and trying to make me feel guilty for leaving work. seriously whatever. I cant believe he actually had the cheek to ask me last week 'Don't i have any remose?' bah. Since i was sick and tired of his 'psychological games' i just told him in the face a straight out 'No'. Seriously the man just cant seem to take a hint.

I dont like where my life is right now. I keep waiting for something to happen, waiting and waiting, but now i'm tired of waiting. I'm tired of sleeping late, waking up at noon and thinking of what to do next. I need to do something. But it doesnt really help when in order for me to move i'm relying on various Human Resource ppl to actually call me up for an interview. And what basically stands against me and an interview? My lack of job experience.

For example, a very very old friend of mine, which i've lost contact and now working at the firm has two years of experience under her belt and is the same age as me. My boss then questions me, 'why does she have more experience than you?'. To which my reply was " I went in to ITE first remember?' and the reason he employed me in the first place was because of that reason. seriously *rolls eyes*

sigh

i dont even know why i'm blogging about all this
i just needed to get some things off my chest instead of wallow in self pity and the coming ons of depression.
On the bright side, Westlife is having a concert next month! I soo want to go!

okie i better get my ass moving or i'll be late for the 'talk' my boss wants to have with me. bleah

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8/15/2006 03:49:00 PM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.