Saturday, September 09, 2006

I havent been blogging much lately as you have noticed. Everytime i do actually sign in to create a post, i'll either stare at the blank screen or type something half way and save it as draft thinking i'll continue on it later. And somehow when i really want to blog about something, i'm no where near a computer. But then who really cares right?

Life right now, well lets just put it as i'm going with the flow. There are my good days and bad days. Hey that's part of life right?

I got myself another part time job. I will be starting on Tuesday. Ooh i cant wait. It's gonna be so much fun.

Now i know some may question why am i getting another part time job when i can get a full time job? Well i figured what's the point in getting a full time job if i'm planning on continuing my studies next year and i wont be staying long in the company. Funnily enough, this week i was doing my usual writs and such at the firm when i started to think what if i was still at the firm doing this full time? I think i would have died a long slow death by now. I would be skinnier (if that's possible) , bloodshot eyes, stressed out, pale skin, the works. lolx. And truth be told i'm thankful that i actually got myself out of that position. Life is to short to be depressed and hate what you do.

Speaking of the week. This week has been awesome. Met up with melvo and nad earlier in the week for mel's 'last supper' before starting his full employment with the government, which was yesterday afternoon. Andd he did promise to cook for us once he is able to book out. Cant wait for that. Imagine mel in the kitchen cooking for us girls. A sight to be seen. lolx!

Went out with the family in the middle of the week. Since it is the school holiday and all. Caught a movie in town, had a pit stop later on at my uncle's house to see his new born baby, met up with my 2 bros who were not with us and the 7 of us had dinner at NY pizza. It has been a long long while since the whole family has been out to eat together. It kinda warms my heart.

Its true what they say about family, even tho you do have family members who really gets on your nerves sometimes and there are some traits and habits you wish that were not there, but blood is thicker than water, no matter what family is family. The ones who will be there for you when you least expect it and you can't imagine life without them..

Gathering tomorrow with the gang at popeyes! I can't wait! Its been a longgg time since i've seen everyone. Mann time sure flies by darn fast, can you believe most of the guys have already had their POPs? Tho it still feel kinda wierd when you have a group of guy friends who are still serving their NS and another group of guy friends who have already completed theirs?

It feels kinda dejavouish to say the least. Especially during gatherings. In ITE i was the youngest and when i was in poly i was one of the oldest. So it feels that i'm kinda in a middle of a time wharp where i have two different age group of friends, but hey i love all of em' to pieces. lolx!

Speaking of which, left right and center, i have friends who are either getting married, getting engaged and some who are already married! I know its not uncommon but its like a silent nudge that is telling you "Welcome to the adult world, you're getting old and still single" wtf. Its like a warning that prepares you to what to expect when a family gathering is around the corner. Mainly relatives who like to pry into your life. bleah.
Heck I'm only 21 and turning 22 in two months. I have yet to establish myself in this world and so many things ahead of me to be thinking about such things.
Just look at the current divorce statistics of young married couples. tsk. Its one thing to fall in love, have stars in your eyes and thinking of happily ever after, but a healthy working relationship takes a lot of work and i dont think i'm prepared for that yet.

anyways.. its getting late. 3.11 a.m to be exact and i need to get some sleep if i want to be on time for my appointment with ms tania tay tomorrow. =)

Ouh yes before i forget
i wanna show off my brand new baby cuzz

aint she the cutest? ouh and note in the second pic - the difference between my hand and hers. She's so tiny! okieokie i'm gushing. Everybody gushes over babies. Who doesnt? lolx

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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.