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Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Another friend of mine from my days back in the orphanage recently got married. Come to think of quite a handful of the are either married or enganged. Okie i'm digressing, anyways, i was looking through her wedding photos she posted online and one caption that caught my eye said "a dream come true". I paused for a moment. I dont know why but i did. I'm glad that her dream came true. Marriage is one of the most sacred things in life. A simple statment to say the least but it made me wonder.

She and me, we are the same age, different backgrounds but grew up together in the same place. She's now married, completely contented, and I? I still want more. I still want more to what life has to offer. I want to taste success. I want to be able to stand on my own two feet without having to worry about not doing enough to support my family. What makes me wonder is how can a person be contented with something so early in life? I'm not particularly convinced of marriage at such a young age. Just look at the rising divorce rates of young couples. The figures will leave you staggering.

Call me a cynic and perhaps i am when it comes to love, marriage and happy endings.
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10/10/2006 04:48:00 PM
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