Thursday, November 23, 2006

Well here it goes..
Happy Birthday me!

I think I'm one of the very few wierdos that exist in the world who does her own birthday shoutouts and proceed to sing a birthday song in my head. yay me!

Anyways thanks dee for the early birthday wish at sometime past midnight and of course to the job search website which somehow is programmed to remember my birthday.

I am having a bad case of sore throat. I'm unable to swallow properly and my tounge hurts too. And i think my dentist who had offered her services when i was still in the orphanage is a load of crap. She doesnt do what a normal dentist would do when you go and visit a dentist. She doesnt check my teeth, her basic routine is to ask whats the problem, give some lame excuse on why its hurting, give some painkillers and then tell you to make another appointment if i decide to extract my tooth. And all this takes 5 minutes on the dentist chair, which does not include the 20 minutes wait just to see her and the 20 minutes to get to her office. I'm bloody sure she's prejudiced. Now why did i start talking about my dentist?
hmm.. oh yea because my bloody tooth is stil hurting!!! bleah.

Life, sometimes you know where you're going and usually unexpected things will pop up, which is usually called obstacles. Then you'll lose sight at the path that was in front of you or the path comes to an end and you have to start a new one. Sometimes you find yourself on that path you lost sight off and sometimes you're not sure which way to go, so many directions to choose from, so many outcomes and there will come that time when you have to choose and you'll have fear in your heart because you are afraid that you might end up chooseing the wrong one and disappoint yourself.

I'm afraid.

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11/23/2006 03:39:00 AM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.